Sunday, June 25, 2006
Mixed Emotions Of Mine....
Mixed Emotion Of Mine ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Now i finally understand wads goin on,i knw wats happenin in ur life(sort of).Ive known u 4 6mths now...We hav become more than frenz.U say ur not ready yet..N ask me to wait.I understand tat n i will wait,even if takes the rest of my life i will wait.Juz 4 u bcoz i knw its worth the wait.I can feel it some how.
Truth is,Im still hurt frm wad had happen 2 me in the past.Now im like 50 50...I do want to be wth u.Ive been wth u for to long now,n i dont want it to ever end.I will try my best to be wth u all the time wen u need me.Tats wad im here for.I'll never leave u again.I promise.
Even though we hav doubts abt each other sometimes...We still manage to get back wth each other again.Im sori for all the pain i hav given u in the past.I hope u understand.I was being a jerk at tat time..I even 4got tat i was wth u.The greatest thing i had was u...Ur like a bright light in my life.N ur tere 2 bring me out of the darkness.
I juz wanna say tat im not angry,jealous or sad.Im juz happy tat u want to be wth me...I'll do almost anythin juz to see u laugh n smile every single day.Juz to see u smile for 1 sec makes me feel like im the happiest guy on earth.But to see u sad 4 even 1 small sec,i'll feel like the biggest joke on earth..haha..tats wad i feel to be honest.
I'll wait and,Im here 4 u wen u need me,Remember tat,Short But Sweet,
Muhd Apez,
*Hugs And Kisses To tat Gal frm Me*
