Saturday, January 13, 2007
Well,i guess my frens were right.I never thought in a million years that wad my frens said will come true.But today it did.One of my frens said not to expect much frm u.I never took it seriously.Guess wad?I did expect much frm u and in the end there was nothin much.My gal pal said tat u are a bitch.Remeber u used to call urself a bitch?Then i said not to call urself tat or one day u will be come one.Well,to me now u are a bitch.It hurts to say tat but its true.
When we broke up u promised tat we will keep contacting each other.Well,i tink tat is one pathehtic lie.U didnt even bother to mesg or to call.I hav to mesg u first den u will rply.I understand tat u cant mesg me as much as ur dad will nag.But i mesged u so many times and u didnt even bother to mesg me to tell me tat.I had to ask u why u didnt mesg me den u will tell.I really dont knw who u are now.You are like someone i dont knw.Its like ur a different person.You changed ur character.When i was in malaysia for a month.I cldnt helped to resist but to worry for u all the time.I was scared of losing u.But all tat was for nothing.Why did i even bother to worry for u when u dont even care abt my feelings.You hurt me more den ever.Another thing tat hurt me was.You dont call me "I,You" anymore but straightly"kau".????.What?Am i some one u dont knw anymore?Am i ur fren u hardly knew?Wads wrong wth you?I have feelings to u knw?Im not a doll or something.
Sometimes i even wish i didnt opened my mouth to ask u to be my gf.If hadnt open my mouth,we wld still be very close.All i can say is our relationship was... i cant even find a wrd to fit the sentence.Haiss.I dont even care at the moment.If ur reading this dont be mad.Its just wad i feel inside.
Bubye
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