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Sunday, May 13, 2007


The Emotions Runing Through Me.
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I cant stand the pain and the guilt running through me.
Its just unbearable.I feel so hopeless.I donno what to do.
Regrets are in my mind.Maybe I deserve it.Nah,not maybe but
I really deserve it.Im the one at fault.To lose a lot of things in
a short time is the worst thing that ever happened to me.
I guess this may be the end.But I pray it wouldnt be,I planned a lot of things.
I guess i should just throw it away since i messed up BIG time.
I dont think i even deserve a second chance.Even though,advice are given to me,
there are some part of me think that i should not give up,not again.
But what can i do if the person does not one me anymore.I lost my appetite alot of times today.Tell you the truth,i barely ate anything.Even though im starving right now,i just cant give damn about myself.Why should i care for myself.I said it before that my worst fear is losing some one and getting hurt,mentally.Well,it became a reality.I can only play it in my mind that we will be friends.But in reality,the way its going so far.I dont think so.Maybe it will change,hopefully.

Whatever,
:(
-Deserving Every Minute Of The Suffering.
-On The Other Hand,I Shouldnt Give Up.